were living for the golden lie

that is our team logo 'tick' means 'anything can do' mr leong said hahaha!

ALOHA!

so i had a very long day today but it was fun! i had something to be attend for these few days. as for today i had bengkel that i attended today which is awesome. suddenly out of the blue i dont know why my team picked me as a team leader? did that thing just happened? team leader? how good i am gonna a team leader? NOT REALLY! when we had to discuss about something i dont actually give much opinions as much as they did i only gonna let out a little of my opinion which is actually not a very good one but actually im a little bit proud of myself cause im helping sikit and they used it! =D

another thing which is not okay to me is making a decision. well.. so i had this offer another offer. first im glad to know that im accepted to be apart of mtssr-ians students. ok when i knew about this im soo happy to the core! then 2 weeks after that i got a phone called that i was asked to go to the dst HQ and take my offer letter and i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! WHATTTT! this is aint funny you know! and so this is what i have to think! and i need to make my own choices. dad even told me this morning and he sed t me .."think wisely and think whats best for you...youre not a kid anymore youre a big girl and you know whats best for you.." well that what he sed t me this morning and aku diam saja =/ cause the thing is im stucked and confuse. i need motivation tho.
im not happy nor excited knowing bout this its just a decision! its a decision mahhhn! god! im a grown up girl already eh? HAHA! thats what ami actually sed to me on msn i was saying that "eh when i grow up i wanna be a pilot" and he sed "YOURE ALREADY GROWN UP"!!! haha funny!

well thats it.

Alhamdulillah atas kurnia mu yg kau berikan ya Allah