heart breaker

i just read something. the convo between me and him. was actually lastyear but when i read it back its just made me feel like stabbing this heart out. awwww sweet but sad ;')

emotional attack!

and shit i almost cried. sedih. cause i actually want him but hell! what was i thinking? OMG OMG. and until now i still had the same feeling towards him. kesian i feel like kesian with myself. after all the things that ive been through but still i cant get over him. im just tired with lying and pretend like i dont care! pretend like im over him but actually inside im dying! this is the reason why i still can get myself along with other guy. this is sucks! im just pathetic i guess.

i remember everything! i meant everything! but its sad that you can just easily forgot about it. how i wish how i wish cause this wish will never came true =')

ok end.

hey heartbreaker! GRACIAS.