can miracle just come to me now?

okay! im so fcked up right now and i had this anger deep inside me and this anger forced me to blog.

i just dont get it why would my life would be this awful than before? i just cried over this whole thing that ive been through. life is so unfair.

another thing i hate dealing with my second brother. who is totally selfish about himself and hes just dont have this responsibility on handling things which he has been told do so. come on why is it so hard for him kan talk to my dad to buy the ink printer. okay i know sekadar but WTF! i need that damn printer to work like ASAP! i got alot of things to do with it! its not like im gonna use it like saja saja but please! i just need thatdamn printer to work and got ink ok! and instead he said to me that eh mahal ink printer atu mcm blah blah blah blah alasan! asking my dad to pay for his fcking damn t-shirt yg mcm rubbish mampu ya kn becakap! ink printer which is more important than bali baju nda ya tecakap! because krg he migh be using it jua! BABI eh!
how much i hate this life already!

CANT JUST LUCK HIT ME NOW I WANT NOW! MY LIFE IS ALREADY MESSED UP NOW WHAT?

im stressiing out. so how to cope with this? workout! haha! im being good and positive! but for sometimes. hee. im staying healthy anf keeping my self fit.

eh i cannot wait this life to change. aku mau pray for a miracle to come! i just cant take it being so fucked up!
. stop complaining.

please please please let me get what what i want.