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ive been spending my day like babi this lately! i watched dvd from the afternoon till night i even slept while my tv and dvd is still ON! im being soo emotional this lately! my mood was like on and off! and whats new to me i work out like 7 times in a week already! and for this week i once did my work out in the morning! and workout like berabisly gila! i wanna have body like megan fox or lauren conrad or apa lagi mcm mmmm eyah maya karin! she's effin kurus when i watched 'pisau cukur' HAHA! WHATEVER! tapi i envy the body cause i want my body to be like that! hish i dont care what people gonna say about why wud i wanna be kurus! i just hope that i loses some fats and weight! i know being 47kg is a normal body weight but i wanna get back to 43kg! like before! dont care dont care! i wanna be skinny and healthy! thats my aim!

im home alone and im bored im watching everybody loves raymond on starworld inda ku liat bnrnya.

and one thing ive been waitting for a good feedback i hope i can get a good feedback ya Tuhan! waitting is killing! i sometimes feel like i wanna jump and die! hahaha! dramatic much? buang tah kali telipun ku ani eh!

i miss you =( god tell him that i miss him. i just dont have the guts.

ive been wanted to shop like very much! i wanna watch 'alice in wonderland' i wna buy dvds and series like banyak sekali. aku mau EVERYTHING!

i hope weekends will treat me good =(

all said and done k.