depressi

i feel like blogging!
im having a very very intense situation right now! im having my another big exam tomorrow and guess what i havent prepare anything YET! not even once. im sitting for geo paper two and which is i always sucks on paper two! this was my 227890 times taking geo o's exam nada dih! HAHA and this is what happened when you spend too much time sitting infront of your laptop for 247 browsing and googling for nothing! now what did i get from my 247 internet i got NOTHING! exams starts tomorrow and what makes me sad is im not really working hard on my exam. plus plus suppose to be tomorrow i shud be with all my families sending elins parents to airport for the haji. then then i just couldnt make it esok! and it made me really sad! really really sad and breakdown! i wish i'll be there! i dont wanna miss those moment. haiz =(

and and what really bugging me is i miss him. him him him! just as if i could get back my november and december last year and bring it back right now i would sacrfice anything! tapi aku iksin saja! =( i miss you and i dont want you to know and it really gives me pain in the ass ! =') but i move on cause i wont get anything good in return if i hope for you to come back and make me smile like you used to! ishh emo kann =( cause i miss being that speacial to someonelah !!

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